Selfish

So sad now, really wish to cry. I’m a gal, don’t dare to go out and walk to car park alone at night. Is it wrong? How come you don’t care about my safety yet ask me to fetch you at 11.15pm. Do you know how I feel? I’m really upset and angry, how come you don't care about my safety at all.

How come you are not angry about your friend for not fetch you home as per promised? But angry about me for not fetching you. If I really go to fetch you and touch wood if anything happen to me, will you forgive yourself?! Will you feel guilty?!!

Goal

May i know what is your goal? I'm abit confuse about my goal. To be more accurate I don't even know what is my goal. Sigh..Feel boring, tired and empty.


Me: What time you will free? Can accompany me awhile?
Bf: Not free.. 27 years old already wanna earn more money (while surfing internet to see how people do investment)


Suddenly, i feel really down. As i don't even know what is my goal. Everyday just repeat the daily routine. Wake up --> work --> sleep.

Can "earning more money" become my goal as well?!!

Big Boss

Today our big boss comes to KL branch to visit us and we have dialogue session. All of us remain silent and don’t dare to say anything.

Suddenly boss ask one of my colleague are you happy.. hehe.. Guess what my colleague reply… all of us laughs after hearing his reply

Boss: XYZ are you happy?
XYZ: (Silent for a few second) Ai……. (Slowly look at the floor) happy…

In fact, if boss ask me this question i also do not know how to answer. Might be happy is the best answer.